World Domination

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2010-09-22T01:10:00.000-07:00

Maybe to you , i'm not worth anything .

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2010-04-05T09:39:00.001-07:00

Smelly if you see this i just wna tell you i love you , hahahahaha <3

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2010-04-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

ok i shall blogz , haven't blogz for a long time so i shall blogz , dont say i never blogz cause i am blogzing . hahahaha , this is so retarded . okkkk , so smelly the stupid girl decided to leave her ez link in my pocket yesterday when we went out and so i have to delivery her the ez link cause she wont come to my house to get it herself cause she's lazy like that and she'll :( me the whole day if i dont deliver her it . ( which is suspect is a secret ploy to see me again today ! ) . hahaha . so i took 105 from opposite my house to far east , omfg i tell you i farking hate overhead bridges whoever invented it must be in hell nao , being forced to climb overhead bridges everyday , knn . anw so i reached FARRR east which is very FARR from ion . walked over to ionn and met smelly girl aka which is my girlfriend nao fyi if you guys dunno , ( i doubt anyone reads my blog nao except smelly girl but wdv , feels good to hao lian i have a smelly girlfriend , HAHAHA ) . and her friends , trained to city hall , one of her friends left , why oh why , lol . kidding smelly dont keeel me . i loveee you , hahaha . went to MOF @ city hall to eat , oh my oh my , i actually convinced my smelly to eat a piece of crab meat , :O . hahaha , smelly actually likes crab but pretend she doesn't and step one vegetarian and kindhearted , HAHAHAHA , her friend cheryl was damm amazed when i happily announced i managed to make smelly eat meat , hahaha my influence , mwahah . her facial expression was EPIC . LOLLLL . i likeee , she should do it more often , lolll .
Then smelly's friends left and me and went to jason's market , we like walk walk around reminence the place we first met , hahhaa . then we passed by this machine which dispenses skittles so i got wanting to use the used to be shiny coin i have with her to buy it , hahaha i just wanted to see how the machine works . ( lol i have this ziplock with coins and a 1 dollar rm note and a movie voucher with wanting , hahaha . it all started out with this damm shiny 5c coin i told her if she loses it we no more friend , hahaha . and everytime i have shiny coins ill get her to keep it for me , lol . but apparently coins become non shiny when it goes into that thang . ) so .. then we walked around eating the skittles , then i looked inside , only left one green one which is my favourite colour , so i told smelly if she could pick out the green one from the like 7 skittles left inside i'll marry her , she picked and omg , rly pick until the green one , hahaha . die nao i'm gna have to marry her , hahaha . then we went into our favourite place , guardian to walk walk see see , when we came out she realised got only 1 red one inside out of 5 ? maybe ? she said if i could pick the red one which is her favourite colour she marry me , ( HAHAHA ) . so i put my hand inside thinking die lah sure cannot one , wah fucking heng scully really come out one red one . hahaha , pro only . so then we took the mrt to katib send smelly to her cousin's house . hahha , then before she went up , hahahah . only we know what funny thing happened ^^ . then i took a bus to tenpenis , smelly that stupid girl tell me must walk until yishun mrt -_- . actually opposite can take alr , make me walk in the rain -.- . sooooo annoying !!!! . hahaha , kk dont say i never post i got post and it's veli long !!! ciaooooo~

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2010-02-27T10:10:00.000-08:00

And I don't want the world to see me ,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

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2010-02-27T06:55:00.001-08:00

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2010-02-26T06:29:00.000-08:00

& even when your hope is gone , move along . Just to make it through .

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2010-02-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

zommggg janice is so hoooottttt !!!!

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2010-02-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

i , aku has just sent my smelly home so here is i blogging . today was good , though there was nothing much to do , hahhaa . ok , so yesterday after bai nianing at smellyx's house , we went to eat supper , and when i say we , it means shux , me and smellyx . then her dad came along , he was observing me the whole night , lol . so neways , i didnt sleep for the whole night , so arn 3 am , i called haijie to come over to slack a lil , i went down to meet him , chat and pray until 5 plus then i sneaked him up . nbcb couldnt find poker cards anywhere , looked arnd the whole fucking house and found it in the box , thats why i hate my maid touching my stufff , zzz . So we gambled cause we decided there's no chinese new year spirit if there's no gambling , lol , retarded theory but lol , who cares we're happy . hahaha so we gambled and gambled and i lost 4 bucks which is nothing much . hahaha . So i decided i was hungry and decided to pull him down for breakfast even tho that fella was half dead cause he's tired but nothing stops me from getting what i want hahahah , i sound like a bloody spoilt brat but nooooo , i use ways and means to get what i want by hook or crook , it's hard work . not being spoilt knowwww . my parents cant be bothered with me if i whine , they'll just politely fuck me off , or sometimes fuck me off . lol .. so we went down to find the mother fucking coffee shop was closeee , okkkkk ... luckily there's 7-11 , qi shi yi ! , shi ge shang dian hai you duooo ! LOL . i ate kimchi cup noodles as usual and hj got this .. black pepper crab flavour thing , lol , what is the world turning out to be man , shit . they even have this kind of flavour . hahaha . so thenn .. we went to pray after eating then we went home , as in mai home , then hj realised he left his box of incense at where we pray so he ran down to get it , heng it was early in the morning so no one took it . so we slept till like 2 , then we went to tp central to enquire for a iphone 3gs , my dad wants my 2g so i get a new 3gs (Y) awesomez . then we went to the arcade , played street basketball and lost to hj , then we played house of the dead(?) and i lost again , lolll . so came along smelly arn say 330 . i was asking her if she wanted to play the para para machine then she was like " you play lahhh ! " . so i did , first round i got a C , then a B , then a A , omg i'm sucha a striving for improvement guy , lolll . then smelly came over to " bai nian " no one was home so i had to pass her the ang pow , i made her call me uncle and bai nian . omg she flashed the greatest smile i ever seen her with man , the power of cash $$$ . hahahaha ! ok , smelly was tired so she went to nuah on my bed and fiao asleep and i went to bathe . we took 59 to bishan and we ate pizza hutz . smelly was asking me what'll i do if she was my sister , i just shot out " rape you " . she looked pretty shocked and scared , shows you shuldnt ask me stupid questions if not a wonderful answer will come out , hahaha . then we took 56 back from bishan inter and i went back home to take incense and we went back to her area . okkk dont say i never post and say my post short cause this is mfing long , kkthx bai , thia outside motherfucker !

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2010-02-11T09:54:00.001-08:00

i , aku . is a happy man , has found a girl who i likes and likes me back as well . awesomex feelingz , lets all hope this would last a rly long time and everyone is happy . hahaha . feels abit insercure @ times but all's good all's good , it's normal it's normal everyone experiences this , if you care about someone alot it's normal to feel insercure oncce in awhile . anw my bed now smiao of pomergranate body mist from body shop . the body mist is discontinued nbcbbbbb , but today aku went to holland v with smelly and walked around by myself and went into the shop and ask for it , they said it's discontinued product but i'll get a bottle if i signed up as a memeber for $10 bucks , awesomez deal . i is a happy man . pomergranate body mist smiaos rly good and reminds me of someone , which is good which is good .
i is going out with my long time friend tmr , i can say he's my best friend but has no idea if he treats me the same , lol . anw buying of new clothes will always make me happy (Y) . kk end of post kkthxbai , dont say i never post or my blog is dead and dont complain my post is short , i made an effort .

2010-01-24T22:50:00.000-08:00

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OMFG! I just woke up to the fact I have not updated this since I fell in love... You would not believe how tidy my house now is. Stupid Global Warming!.

I am busy with sleeping my way to the top, planning my wedding, just generally being a nuisance to my dogs, my day is a nightmare I would like to wake up from sun-up to I feel like going to bed. I am secretly pregnant. I need a nap.

I will try to remember I promised you I will write something that makes sense soon. Promise! What do you mean you don't believe me?.

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2010-01-24T20:57:00.000-08:00

i , aku , is home early from school cause i have stomach convulsions and food poisoning . smelly says i am very jing shen , and i dont look sick at all " where got sick?" " bluff her here only " . ok , smelly the sotong dunno how to take bus 59 properly , anyhow take until eunos . spend 7.80 on cab fare come back toa payoh . smelly only . now come my house, anyhowly spray funny bodyshop body mist on me , i sprayed some gatsby deodyrant on her , she says it's disgusting shit . ok . end of post kktyyou .

Wanting wants me to blog .

2010-01-03T02:06:00.000-08:00

i , aku , am not working at hilton's anymore , cause they cannot afford to hire me as im too rich alr . smelly is @ my house drinking apple juice in her favourite hamtaro cup cause she loves hamtaro . smelly is very hot even though the aircon is on , maybe i should change an aircon . i cut bangs and smelly ask me to stop calling her smelly but she knows inside it's rly impossible , smelly is gna be richer than me cause i spend money like water and never spend on her , but smelly is working and earning $$ but she's not gonna spend on me , that's not really fair is it ? smelly says my ass . ok kk gtg watch numbnuts with smelly who is going to be late meeting her friend @ paragon . kkthxbai end of post ^^ .

aku , sky pwns jenny .

2009-11-22T11:53:00.000-08:00

OWNEEEDDDD

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2009-11-12T05:26:00.000-08:00

i aku , working at hilton's now , i is bloody rich . smelly is @ my house now drinking avacado juice which she doesn't like . kk end of post ty .

Because once I let go , I'd lose it forever .

2009-09-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

Those weeks felt like years . Sometimes I ask myself if they really happened.

Iphone Torture .

2009-08-29T01:32:00.000-07:00

screwed up people .

Watch and learn .

2009-08-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

^^ . dont not try without adult supervision .

Dogs ;

2009-08-22T23:27:00.000-07:00

Mango .

Hiro ;
he's so big now , used to be so little .

Looking like a full-grown fox when he's sleeping ;
neverless cute .

aww , puppy eyes , he's so lovable and cute , mischievous ;
though he humps my legs and everybody elses
including my friends who come over .
we still love him :D

边哭边笑,偏要说着一个人真好 .

2009-08-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

Alright people , i is here to blogz . apparently i still have readers and i cannot dissapoint them . LOL . We'll start from yesterday aka friday but it's 12.38 now so it's more like the day before . hahaha . ok i shall not be annoying by doing lame stuff like this to add more words so this post looks long .

Friday .
School was alright , i went late and it's like the 9th time or something , i'm supposed to do cwo like on the 5th time but somehow i always escape budden yesterday damm suay , didnt escape so have to do 1 hr of cwo after school when usually it's like 15 mins during recess , apparently they feel it's too short and decided to change it , suay like shit . anw my friend took pictures of me in the cool vest which i will upload soon ^^ . During recess i was wearing my PE shirt and pants cause PE was just before recess , me , jasper , ashwind and james were like playing soccerr in the huge rain , omg damm shoik . i hardly play soccerr cause i dont like to sweat in my shirt , so i took the chance to play since i wasnt in my shirt and it was raining .
so after school it was raining like shit , went to meet my friends with the cwo buddy who took pics of me , omg like at least 20 people was there , cause the rain was like fucking huge so nobody could actually go home . so they were playing soccerr there and i joined them , not playing soccerr but another group seated down playing daidee and praying . so they were playing soccerr while i was playing daidee , then suay suay 2 times syu kuan , SYU KUAN !!! kick the ball hit me from behind , lol . luckily it was alright . i smsed wanting who told me she could meeet me :D:D:D . ok minus 2 :D cannot let her ego burst . she told me her dad would fetch her to paragon cause she's working at 4 , it was already like 2.30 . Ran in the rain to the MRT stop and took circle line down to bishan then up to orchard . omg i tell you i fucking hate paragon there are no toilets , like v little cause my friend said last time terrorist almost bomb paragon , fucking annoying . i was earlier than wanting even though her dad fetched her ! hehehe . the hamsterz has black fur now ! it was 3.15 when i met her and her work starts at 4 , so we walked around and we went to bread talk , bought fire bun(?) or bread or something , omg the bread damm soft i was damm tempted to buy another one . smiaoly hamsterz say i eat damm fast no matter im hungry or not , lol . please lor normal speed can . then we went to cold storage , THE FRESH FOOD PEOPLE , ok lame , hahaha . i got sushi! omg loveeeee sushi with the raw fish sashimi , hamster thinks it's digusting , for some reason . paid for the sushi and has a SHINY 5c coin , gave it to smiaoly and told her to keep it . if she loses it we're not friends anymore ^^ . DONT LOSE IT HORRRR . Then went to buy slurpeee , lol . we keep irritating each other by holding the cup then freezing each other with our hands . LOLOLOL .

oh anw, should i change my blog song ? i like it alot leyyyy . ok , thats it ciao . zz .

Cause we were both young when i first saw you .

2009-08-18T03:22:00.000-07:00

Holy Cow I just figured out I have not updated this since you last visited... You would not believe I spend all my time in front of a computer. My bad..

I am devastated with cutting my toe nails, selling my soul to Google, just generally being a nuisance to my dogs, my day seems to involve the authorities from the second I am woken by murderous Teletubbies to I feel like going to bed. I am not growing up. but who cares.

I make a solemn vow I will try to remember my blog password more often in future. You have my word! Assuming I don't get distracted by counting my chest hairs..

sidetracking abit ..

i want kiwi slurpeee . less smiaoly hamster , wantingz say she'll find and buy it for me .
if she doesn't i'll torch her fur ^^ .

don't say i don't blog ! i just selectively forget my password once in awhile . so long for now . ciao .

Pink Vomit !!!

2009-07-18T10:56:00.000-07:00

although it looks white it's actually pinkkkkk !!!!!!
omg i love pink vomitz , wanting says she'll buy me pink vomit everyday if i dont annoy her , which wont happen . :D

看不见你的笑，要我怎么睡的着。

2009-07-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

Pro ass.

I have many stuff to blog about , but i'm lazy .

2009-06-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

If my iphone ever crack like this , i'll kill myself .

I have many plans in my heart, very mighty, but I'm lazy.

2009-05-22T11:42:00.000-07:00

Guys will be guys , no matter how hard they flirt around in the day , at night before he sleeps he'd only think of the girl he truly loves (L) . It's lucky being that girl .

It’s only because you and I are no longer together.

2009-04-29T14:09:00.000-07:00

it's 5 am now , school starts at 9 today . i sneaked out of my house at 2am , i'm at haijie's house now , and he's sleeping behind me . wonder what's up with him , sleep so early . not as nocturnal as i am , hahahaha . ok . sneaking out of the house today wasn't as professional as the other times , when i turned my doorknob , the forgot to press on the lock and it sprang out , making a loud springing noise , annoying , heng nobody woke up . then when i was wearing my socks , i accidentally dropped my keys and it made a " ting ing ing ing ing ing " sound , annoying , screw myself for being so clumsy . zz . then when i locked the door i made too much noise also . Heng everybody at home including the dogs didn't wake up . hahaha , heng sai .

so as usual i walked to his house , why can't he live in the old house man , like damm annoying only , now have to walk like 15 mins , damm far . Then today kena sai , i was like walking half way then there was this policecar behind me , fuck ! you know there's this shitty island wide curfew where teens under 17 are not allowed on the streets after 11.30pm or something . man , i totally had my heart in my balls . so i walked into one of the blocks . heng never kena screen , maybe the police was drunk driving , lololol . i'm like damm bored , no idea what to do now .
SA1 is on monday , never study , die . can pass this year but will be shitty , i failed all my class tests cause i didn't go to school and all . like all fail except POA which is a miracle . cause the first POA test i got like 19/20 or smt , then pull the shit up .

I guess i'm gna sleep in class today again , couldn't fall asleep last night , no idea why . damm annoying , heng today is a short day . maybe i should pon . zz . should i change my blogskin ?

ps : i was trying to call into yes933 to choose a jaychou song , fcking cannot call in sia . like damm hard , i spammed like 50 calls . all busy . haix . try again some other time .

ok ciao .

我很丑，但是我很温柔。

2009-04-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

I read this from somewhere . Thought i'd share it.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you
& you know you can't have them,
but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore
& then all of a sudden you realise you can't live without them.

Life is Ironic .

你的香味一直徘徊，我舍不得离开。

2009-04-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

hahah , omg yesterday was much of a havoc day . slept at around 8 on sunday , woke up at 12 plus , 1 am . nothing to do .. like damm bored only , luckily ! around 3 haijie came online so i called him and stuff , found out he kena suspended and all . that fella's gonna retain sec 3 again if he doesn't buck up . so i went over to his house around 3 plus , nabeh that fella used to live like just opposite my house , less than 3 mins can walk there , now he lives like .. 20 mins away , at the risen church at toapayoh . damm far siol . been a long time since i walked there , alone somemore at 3 -_- .
yeah so went over and slacked played daidee with him , hahaha ! omg he suddenly damm noob , owned him like say 7,8 times then his luck changed and he started to own me instead -_- . so after that his mum came out and all , his mum knows that he smokes alr , like the whole family does , then his mum was telling me to help him to ask him study and all , been a long time since a parent treats me like a good boy , lolololol . so after that we went to school tgther . nabeh , his side hor , the bus come as early as 5.48 . while my first bus here at trellis like comes only 6.35 earlier . like shitty only , want go school early also cannot one sia .

so , i went to school . was very tired and all , first 2 periods was .. geog , lol . i dont like the teacher so i went out of his class ( he doesn't give a shit about me . ) He got this fella from class to pass me my test paper from last week . 0/20 , mm pro . so i threw it to my ex classmates having PE from last yr and made them throw it away in the dustbin for me . Then later on he came out asking me for the test paper saying he needs it -_- , i told him i threw it away .

so next few periods of the day was spent sleeping , i was really tiredd , but it wasnt much of important subjects la , DnT i had already finished all the work at home alr so i slept . after DnT i slept outside the class , lying flat on my back , nobody gave a shit about me and went for english class . i skipped english class and woke up only after recess -_- . damm tired . but anw good , diet and save money , lololol .

so after recess was paying attention and all , then zhaoed chinese class , the teacher is retarded only . don't give much shit about her . anw i can pass chinese with my eyes closed with pun intended .

After school .

went home with jasper on cab . He suddenly had this idea of cycling to punggol from his house , i was like omg , yes , long time never cycle . that fella's a nice guy , i like him as a friend quite alot . so we cycled all the way to punggol end and back , by then it was alr like 8 , damm all those slopes along the way , fucking tiring only . then we passed by this girl's school , there was this girl , she was ok la , bbut a lil fat , hahaha , like kinda interested in either me or jasper , so she followed us from her school all the way to 7-11 then she went to her friend and went " EHH HOT GOT HOT GUY " , lololol . i wanted to go find sams after school see if she's at home , nbcb she go jenn house and all after detention . tsk . lol . i was damm shack after that and got my mum to fetch me home .

I PONNED SCHOOL TODAY ! actually quite bad i shouldnt be doing this at this point of time . buck up , buck up !!!

amanda , 我没有死，我在这里。

if you still read , hahaha . k ciao ~

The sky is gloomy, yet love adores it .

2009-03-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Been 2 days since i returned from zouk . sleeping my holidays away . i'm wasting my holidays away . went for macs with a old buddy from a long time ago . finally completed the macs breakfast agenda , fell asleep on her the last time . lol . zouk wasn't much of what i thought it'd be . my two friends got bounced out , didnt really have much fun , hopefully the next time there wont be such stupid stuff happening . my mum thinks i'm always tired cause i smoke too much . not true . the girls at zouk are really havoc . you should really see them . wild people (Y) . i'm still reserved .. maybe clubbing aint my thing . i'm going shopping with wenjie tmr .buy jeans . my jeans are like gonna snap alr . maybe i'm growing fat . sometimes i don't see the point of blogging everyday . am lazy to post . i wonder how many people really reads my blog . i'm just posting randomly now . i need money . i don't see why i dont get an allowence just because i don't have school . we ought to be treated fairly everyday . just because there aint school and i dont get my money . that's .. bullshit . i demand my allowence . but i'm lazy to go beg(?) / argue for money cause they'll end up asking me why i need so much money , and tell me my reasons are stupid . i wna earn my own cash , but i cant be bothered . lazy . there's nothing much to do now even if i go out . life stinks . there's nothing to do . arghhh . (N) . screwy fate .

想关上这城市所有的灯光。

2009-02-23T09:13:00.000-08:00

OMFG! I just climbed out from under my rock and realised I have not updated this since last month... You would not believe that I actually have a life. I prostrate myself in sorrow and beg thy forgiveness..

I am totally exhausted with discovering time doesn't stand still, learning to speak Japanese, just generally being a pain to my friends, my day often feels wasted from 8am to 11pm at which point I fall asleep on the couch. I am not complaining though. but this damned rock is heavy.

I will try to remember I promised you I will update you with my nefarious activities as soon as I get a chance. Well, I'll try. What do you mean you don't believe me?.

I can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away .

2009-01-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

Some things were never meant to be forgotten and never will be , though it's hard to carry on waiting sometimes without hope nor a goal . I hope i'd never force myself to give up .

Tag replies .

2009-01-01T00:30:00.000-08:00

TAG REPLIES .

sams : i hate you , you hate me , we all hate barney , bigpusshole ^^ .

Nigel : come dota only , pwn you again ( provided you dont use your gay enchatress ) .

Wenjie : joke only -.- , tsk .

Huien : yeah , link finish all the th links i have then no more lor .

Nigel : gay enchatress only . tsk .

Y : Merry christmas and a happy new year to you too . ( keep changing name -_- )

Jenn got s.p : dai lou ! dont like that say ma , happy new yr dai lou .

April : Merry Christmas and a happy new yr :D

Huien : used to be fine when i slept with it , dunno why that day eye cock up , maybe never wash properly .

Mud : don't think everybody is like you -_- .

I AM LINKING PEOPLE , PEOPLE ! TAG WITH YOUR LINKKZXZXZ . zz -.-

或许命运的签，只让我们遇见，只让我们相恋，这一季的秋天。

2008-12-31T05:26:00.000-08:00

New's year's day is approaching in 3 hours . soon . It feels like any ordinary day in the house , just waking up to the computer , play dota . slack my day away , doing nothing .
school's gonna start , annoying . gotta study , annoying .
anyway , i got over myself and decided to do things that actually will please myself . what will be will be , and what will not be , will eventually be a memory . ( hey! it rhymes ) . (Y)
so probably not to think too much about anything would do me more good than harm . though it'll take awhile of getting used to .

It's actually quite tiring to get serious and try to make things right . Quite much a pain in the prick . it's like an infection in your left ball , and then you get fever cause of the infection and you get a flu cause your immunity is way down . you get my idea . I should go back to being carefree , well not totally , school work is shitty , but shit needs to be clear or it'll stink your area and nothing gets done , like homework , if you dont clear it , more shit will come your way and stink it even more . I never made resolutions for new years , well at least i dont remember any , but for this coming year . i'll make 1 , just 1 will do .

I'll do things that pleases me , and forget and ignore stuff that displeases me .

for then , things will move along , and i'll get myself out of shit i'm sitting in . I'll take what comes along for good memories will always be kept in my heart , fun i had , times that were pleasant . and as for bad memories , doesn't matter . no point harping on it while waiting for a miracle to happen . Same day , different shit .

I don't think i'll get to use much of this thing when school reopens on friday , perhaps on weekends . Until i brush up my work in school . zz . responsibilities , greater load of shit waiting to be cleared . How annoying . anyway , Enjoy your holiday .

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It's just that letting go would make things easier,i got tired .

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2008-12-30T21:54:00.000-08:00

omg i just trained socks* ahem hiro i meant to sit , pro much .
i is dog trainer , video later .
hahahaha .

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2008-12-28T19:36:00.000-08:00

Cause time has a habit of slipping away .

2008-12-28T19:28:00.000-08:00

Amazingly , i thought the sore eyes would bug me for a least 5 days , it doesn't hurt anymore .
btw , socks knows how to play fetch alr , i'll upload a video soon . hahaha . the amazing rate he grows up .

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞。

2008-12-27T22:52:00.000-08:00

Bad luck and screwed up stuff doesn't seem to stop coming .

fucking hell , now i have sore eyes .
fucking pain only , cant even sleep in peace . i'm starting to lose control over myself , soon i'll do nothing but stay in bed waiting for relief to come .
hurts like fuck man . cb .
dont sleep with your contacts on , will kill you .
ahhhhh . fuck .

离开你以后，我并没有自由。

2008-12-24T16:25:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY . ( if there is even anyone , don't see any tags recently -_- ) .

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Today was meant to be a special day , coincidentally , it's christmas . How are you doing , been awhile since we last had any contact . I'm still trying to come to terms that i'm all alone now . Somehow my heart still refuses to accept it . I thought by just letting things come my way , handling things as they decend upon me would eventually even things out , it seems like it's not working . It'd been 2 months if we were still tgther . Perhaps i'm just holding on to something that already cease to exist a long time . Hopefully you're doing fine , and perhaps you've moved on a long time ago . Maybe moving on would be a better option , i can't bear to somehow . Sometimes i think i'm really silly . 离开你以后，我并没有自由。
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

How long would it be till i get to be with you again .

2008-12-22T18:54:00.000-08:00

EIGHTEEN :
you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute.

SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:
They're all you think about.

SIX:
You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them!

THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

2008-12-22T18:23:00.001-08:00

IM SO GETTING A TATOOO LIKE THIS .

來不及聽見,妳已走得很遠.

2008-12-22T09:48:00.000-08:00

Perhaps the only other thing left other than pictures ;

Power .

2008-12-18T14:36:00.001-08:00

POWER NOT . awesomezxz .

Just like me , they long to be , close to you .

2008-12-18T13:49:00.000-08:00

It's 5.49 , i just finished my game of dota . I'm really getting the hang of this game and i do not suck as bad as last time . I actually did improve and finally not get scolded or asked to leave the game . hahaha , i guess dota's like math , the more you practise , the more you own .

Life's still a bitch even recently , though things might have gotten better a little , at least for now . I believe this little peace wouldn't last too long once school starts . For the past few days , it's been just cooping myself in the room for 22hours a day , just going out of the room for the toilet and my only meal for the day , gosh . i really cannot imagine . i actually only eat 1 meal a day . pro much . Just that now being nocturnal is more of a alone thing , though there are still afew people online who talks to me occasionally , it'll never be the same as last year where i had someone to talk to the whole night , and finally till morning where we would go to sleep , happy times . Sadly , things aren't the way they were , and they'd never be the same again . Let's hope next holidays i'd be really happy , playing my guts out , enjoying bliss . I choose to believe in happy ever after , and i'd strive for it .

i'm more or less grounded nowadays , with many shitty stuff happening throughout this short period of holidays . i'm allowed out on weekends i guess . I'd better work hard next yr or my holidays would turn out shitty again next yr . You guys hear my blog song ? it's called close to you , i fell in love with it the first time i heard it . It made me think of my crush at that time , so much so i wanted to confess , sadly i lacked the guts , hahaha . maybe the time wasn't right anyway . i heard it during a certain episode of simpsons when i was crazy over it . check this web out , they got all the seasons of simpsons , some even in HD , LOL . damm pro website . " www.watchthesimpsonsonline.com " . fucking awesomezxzxz .

Days like this are rather pleasant i should say , people leaving me alone , i get to sleep whenever i please , pretty much use the computer whenever i want . I'm going shopping with my friend from school tmr , saturday . hahaha , hopefully things between him and i wouldn't change after we go to JC and don't contact as often . I believe in things building to last . Though it seems i couldn't be bothered with most stuff in the world , i truely value good relationships , quantity is bullshit , quality is what i seek .

everything , where ever i go reminds me of you . I don't want to forget , i dont want to move on , i'm happy as it is . I'm not really sure what holds
in the end but it's true , i still miss you . I cannot bring myself to simply forget . Hopefully the person who kept silent on the phone was you . Close to you .

Antics.

2008-12-18T10:58:00.001-08:00

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2008-12-17T13:59:00.001-08:00

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.

For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.

However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourdatingtypequiz/

go take it , tell me if you're my type ^^ .

Tag replies.

2008-12-17T06:28:00.000-08:00

Tag replies .

Sams : hello big pusshole , wdv h8 you too , kkthxbai .

nigel : hello dota kaki ^^ . later pwn your ass . hahaha .

bnsdmm : alar , i dreamt of your bf know . lend me your emo bin la .

Jolene : hor ok , you also cheer up ah .

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2008-12-17T03:49:00.001-08:00

Sheesha gives you wings.

2008-12-14T13:49:00.000-08:00

OMFG! I just remembered I have not updated this since Paris Hilton was in jail... You would not believe I spend all my time in front of a computer. Please don't abandon me!.

I am so busy with setting fire to people wearing Crocs, sleeping, just generally being a pain to anyone unfortunate to cross my path, my day often feels wasted from crawling out of bed at 6.30 to I run out of alcohol. I am convinced that I absolutely deserve this after all my hard work. I need a nap.

I hope that one day I will write something that makes sense soon. Honestly! Assuming I don't get distracted by counting my chest hairs..

What meant to me , would eventually be a memory of a time i tried so hard .

2008-12-14T01:47:00.000-08:00

It's 6pm now . i've just woken up from a 19 hour sleep . It wasn't easy trying to keep myself asleep . Sleeping isn't exactly something i enjoy nowadays , in fact , it has just became an outlet to numb myself from everything that's happening . Sometimes i wish i could just give up caring about every other thing on earth and just be really selfish , putting myself first in everything , couldn't give no shit about anyone else . Just sleeping my life away .

but noo ..

the world has to come with responsibilities , thing i " supposed " to do , " supposed " to follow . In additions to problems i face myself i have to deal with family . sometimes i feel though i'm surrounded by people who supposedly care , no one seems to be bothered much about me , end of the day , they just want their face , their pride , their happiness .
so be it , i'm not bothered , doesn't matter . I'm just doing things for the sake of doing things , doing things for my own future , and to keep myself out of trouble . like i haven't had enough to deal with . I'm tired of things not going my way , since this is a selfish world it seems .

Sometimes i feel that i'd still have hope , there's still chance . Then all of a sudden things just come crashing down when i think of stuff that has happened and will not change just because i'm unhappy . The world doesn't revolves around me it seems , i'm confused .

Gloomy March .

2008-12-12T13:21:00.000-08:00

Tag replies.

huien : you seem to enjoy contradicting yourself . have fun (Y)

bnsdmm! : hahaha , which bnsdmm # ? , who dunno who you are -_- . shitzu not cuteee , i dont like pwrish. kkgoeatsweetsdontdisturbmekkthxbai .

Amanda : i wanted to say something sarcastic , but now i cant cause i promised not to call you smt . k sure , come over sometime .

SlaYerDesTinY~ : no i calling it beatrice ^^ .

Ahxuan : ya i say one , but my guarantor haijie , anything find him (Y)

Nigel : My dog i name anything i want ! btw your there got water ? LOL .

Zeon : you also got blog no tell me ! come sayy me . yayaya , got time must bring come out go walk walk only .

Angeline : i think i name it angeline best la , dunnit fight . monday call beatrice , tuesday call angeline , wednesday call nigel , thursday call bengkeat . (Y)(Y) , great success.

I’ll miss your every moment.

2008-12-12T13:03:00.000-08:00

It's as if i'm stuck in between somewhere, a point of no return .

there is and always will be an air of awkwardness in the air , a wall in between . Even if things don't work out i hope we'd return to being good friends . Sadly sometimes i think to myself there is no point in this , for things never will be the same again .

a long time ago someone told me this , 如果分手后还能当朋友，就代表没有真的爱过。

today i realise how true it is . I dont want to cheat myself , because i really loved .

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。♥

2008-12-11T07:16:00.000-08:00

20081025-20081211 .

You were a girl who was impossible to find . I'd be waiting .

因为我怕一旦松手，就会永远失去。

2008-12-02T22:54:00.000-08:00

It was a bad dream this time round .

Doggy's coming this friday .

2008-12-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

I IS CALLING MY DOG " socks " , say .. { sock-su ^^

And though I think I’m in the dark, I’ve only been blindfolded.

2008-11-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

http://www.doodie.com/anger_management.php

do listen to what the boss have to say , ingenious ^^ .

当作我最后才明白。

2008-11-27T23:08:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it's a bliss admiring a girl from behind . She'd never know you existed .

Tag replies .

2008-11-24T12:21:00.000-08:00

TAG REPLIES .

Emz : yup i do :] .

Huien : hahaha , felt i must point out th girl really looks trannish .

Jenn : WHAZZAPXZXZ BRUUDDERZXZXZ

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[-.^]
( )_l_ special only .
*() ()

Huien : tell me something i dunno ^^

Ahxuan : got chance come toa payoh show you lor .

Jolene : supz GIRL .

Y : ahem* forever change name .
It's th proper way to carry it . according to th pet show owner , support support .

等到放晴的那天，也许我会比较好一点。

2008-11-23T10:12:00.000-08:00

It's monday now . it's 7.36 . haijie's over at my house sleeping . kinda . well , he's leaving around 8 i guess . going to find his girlfriend . i sneaked out of th house around 5 , went to look for him and do stuff ^^ . great success , my mum didnt even realise . hehehehehehehe , proz .

anw , My mum engaged this tutor who is coming today , like wtf , that fella charges 70 bucks per hour , crazy shit , what is he gonna teach me man , secret formula or some device i can put in my head so i know all th answers during exam hurr . he's coming at like 4.30 . my mum say see what he can impart me . we shall see .

so yesterday , which is sunday fyi , i woke up say around 2 . we went to see th dog . we're like trying to decide what to call it . i told my sister i would call the dog " dog " , she got all pissy and stuff . lol . anw , th dog was very excited and all being let out of th room where reserved dogs are .. it had it's second jab already , vaccination know ? ya so we can like bring it home like after 2 weeks when it is stable .

DOG : " ohh wazzat " -scratch

Dog trying to like maul(sp?) me or smt .

Dog trying to bite me .
oh did i mention i have bangs now .

finally got a picture of him facing front .

Emo dog .

Jail break , doggy version .

i think it looks cute from th back .

Dog : " ohh wazzat ? "

Yq : " sry no milk . "

Really active .

yeah i mentioned in th other post my sister wanted to change th dog .. i managed to convince her that th dog wont look ugly when it grows up so when my mum asked th owner if we could change it today , she was like " dunnit dunnit " (Y) . great success .

well so after that we went to bugis , blah blah blah . end of day . oh it was raining so i found those plastic thingums for umbrellas ? you know those to put th umbrella so it does not wet th shopping malls ? yeah , cheap thrills of life . blew balloons with it .

是我天真，还是你绝情。

2008-11-22T14:00:00.000-08:00

It's .. 6 am in the morning , i went to sleep exactly at 12 last time , was bushed man , 24 hours without sleep kinda . I realise if i just don't go sit somewhere comfortable in thr morning after not sleeping for th whole night .. i won't sleep alr .

wanted to like call haijie down for stuffs , but he's asleeep , boo much . yesterday was not exactly how i thought it would be .. so around 3 in the after , i set off to find cleon in farrer park . knn i tell you cleon , that fucker actually managed to buy cigarettes from th supermarket near his house . like super pro only . So after that we went back to his house and slacked , played with his cats and talked to jenn online . she's having th time of her life only know in malaysia . enjoy enjoy lepak lepak .

so cleon's mum was like supposed to pick us up like 5.30 , drag drag until like 6 then she came back to fetch us . cleon like brought along a whole big plastic bag of snacks , gosh . i was made to carry it though -_- . So apparently the bbq was organised by his friends from some arcade racing car game or something . stayed there , eat . They brought some whiskey and cleon was like having a " hangover " after like 3 cup or something . it's amazing this year they didnt smash th cake everywhere or smt , i heard they always do .

i didnt know most of them , except javier and cleon and afew which i made friends while playing daidee . so at 11 my mum came and fetch me home with javier . i fell asleep while javier was still in the car , lol . yeah , pretty much sums up th whole night .

ciao .

Everything changes but change .

2008-11-21T14:42:00.000-08:00

i'm back , posting .

been trying to sleep these few days , make time pass quickly . been watching simpsons recently , passes time really quickly . say if you watch 12 episodes .. from 2 am , it's 8 am ! day break . then you can go back to sleeep until 2 am . (y) haven't been doing much at home , been thinking , waiting .

quanhua's back from his trip to hongkong , at least now there's something to do in th day . oh , have been looking for haijie recently , we'd go out around 4.30 am , walk around th neighbourhood , do some stuff , then we'd go back , th night's really nice , cooling and all . was supposed to go out with quanhua today , apparently didnt bring my phone out to th sofa to sleep , so didnt pick up his call and we didnt go out . Cleon's bbq's today . dunno what to get him , or rather it'd be hard to get his present , shall try anyway .

apparently recently we got a dog , it's a japanese spitz and my dad paid for it . So my sister went online and apparently she now doesn't want it cause it'll turn into an adult looking , apparently no-longer-cute state . wtf you wanna keep a dog then , ccb . anw i hope th owner doesnt give us a refund then she wont like th dog then i'll get it for myself and then i'll commit to it , at least now there is a new baby to take care of , train it and stuff (y) |

it'll still look good when i grows up man , i fell in love with this dog th first time i saw it in th store , so hopefully we'll get it . it'll be ready for collect in 2 more weeks .

Everything changes but change . nothing remains the same forever . it's true for th dog and everything else , no matter how hard you try or think you will .

I'm still in love with the sky , i still am .

2008-06-20T01:48:00.001-07:00

Heavenly Days -Aragaki Yui- [MF] [SF]
Tabidachi no Uta -Mr. Children- [MF] [SF]

1. 空に恋して [MF] [SF]
2. 出会い [MF] [SF]
3. 恋の足音 [MF] [SF]
4. 謎の着信 [MF] [SF]
5. 恋の足音～声～ [MF] [SF]
6. 恋の足音～ひこうき雲～ [MF] [SF]
7. 美嘉とヒロ [MF] [SF]
8. 優しさと痛み [MF] [SF]
9. 突然の悲劇 [MF] [SF]
10. 美嘉とヒロ～川原～ [MF] [SF]
11. ただ、ひとつの恋 [MF] [SF]
12. 空に恋して～ぬくもり～ [MF] [SF]
13. 喪失の夜 [MF] [SF]
14. 別れ～とまどい～ [MF] [SF]
15. 別れ [MF] [SF]
16. 別れ～悲しみ～ [MF] [SF]
17. 優しさにつつまれて [MF] [SF]
18. 岐れ道 [MF] [SF]
19. 明かされた真実 [MF] [SF]
20.それぞれの決意 [MF] [SF]
21. 空に恋して～再会～ [MF] [SF]
22. ただ、ひとつの恋～願い～ [MF] [SF]
23. 美嘉とヒロ～Piano Ver.～ [MF] [SF]
24. 遅すぎた幸せ [MF] [SF]
25. 美嘉とヒロ～Celesta Ver.～ [MF] [SF]
26. 微笑を届けたくて. [MF] [SF]
27. 悲しみの果てに [MF] [SF]
28. 空に恋して～永遠～ [MF] [SF]

Enjoy~ !

- 我想变成天空，就能永远守护着你。

2008-06-19T13:36:00.000-07:00

{WALLPAPER

[lyrics] Heavenly Days by Aragaki Yui

Kanji
目覚ましが鸣る前に起きて时を止める
思い出せるのはもうなんとなくだけど君の事
一亿分の君に会えた奇迹なんかも
いつの间にか忘れちゃうかな？
忘れた事さえもきっと忘れてしまうの
heavenly days

胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想うことはなくても
まだ少し暖かいあの日々に键をかけて

歩きつかれて座り込んで途方にくれて
叶わない梦『运命』とかふたりなら言えた
改札口で言えなかった言いたかった
｢ありがとう｣って言叶は多分
｢さよなら｣よりも悲しい言叶に思うの
heavenly days

うまく笑えてたかな？
最后のキスシーン震える君の手を
握れなかった涙さえ落ちなかった
一人ぽっちになり今さら溢れ出すよ
heavenly days

胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想うことはなくても
手を伸ばしてみてもここにはもう居ないよ
新しい光の下歩き出すよ

Romanji
mezamashi ga na ru mae ni oki te toki wo tomeru
omoidaseru no wa mou nantonaku da kedo kimi no koto
ichi okubou no kimi ni ae ta kiseki nanka mo
itsu no ma ni ka wasure chau ka na
wasure ta koto sae mo kitto wasure te shimau no
heavenly days

mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa naku te mo
mada sukoshi atataka ano hibi ni kagi o kake te

aruki tsukare te suwarikon de tohou ni kure te
kanawa nai yume yu'ni toka futari nara ie ta
kaisatsu guchi de ie nakatta ii takatta
'arigatou'tte kotoba wa tabun
'sayonara' yori mo kanashii katoba ni omou no
heavenly days

umaku warae te ta ka na
saigo no kisusu kurueru kimi no te o
nigire nakatta namida sae ochi nakatta
hitoripocchi ni nari imasara afure dasu yo
heavenly days

mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
te o nobashi te mi te mo koko ni wa mou i nai yo
atarashii hikari no shita aruki dasu yo

Translation
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you

I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate

I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel "Thank you" are maybe words
much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light.

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Koizora . My sister bought this disc say two days ago . One night ago , my mother and my sister were watching it again

i decided to pop out of my room to watch it since they said they only started around 5 mins ago . In the start it was a really

sweet highschool love story . Then my sister told me the lead actress was gonna * Secret secret and the male lead was going

to * secret secret . I don't want to spoil the show for you guys . So if you're gonna watch the show , please don't read spoilers

online . It won't do you good when the secret's exposed .

overall , it's a really heart wrenching story about a couple who went through so much to be together again . Though endings

might not be the way everyone wants it . I really liked it cause it talked about loving the sky , i like the sky alot , and beautiful

scenerys of green meadows , it had everything in it , though the storyline might make you go ^.- ?

have fun .

The feeling it gave me is like as if i had watch 不能说の秘密 again . such sweet childhood love and beautiful scenes . It's so beautiful

it would make you cry over and over again , no matter how many times you watch it . I didn't cry though , but it's making me feel

really bad , and i know this feeling would last afew weeks , like what secret did to me . Luckily the scene where the girl got *secret secret ,

lasted for afew seconds , i still feel really sore about it , why does everything has to go through a bad thing -_- . tskk .

Oh the fella , ahem* male lead looks like jaejoong alot , with the bleached hair and stuff .

the futumarker should watch it , though your bandwith will die , hahaha .

【恋空】改編自日本很受歡迎的手機小說，作者稱是根據親身經歷改編而成的。
劇情屬超典型騙淚純愛故事，男女主角（美嘉和弘）相識、相戀，
然後男主角突然提出分手，後來才發現原來那是因為他自知患癌命不久矣。
兩人繞了一大個圈，又在一起走完最後的人生路…

之所以叫【恋空】是因為弘在最後希望自己能變成天空，永遠守護美嘉，
而美嘉承諾以後每次望向天空就想弘，
無論是晴天雨天、晚霞還是夜空，全部都是弘正看著她。
於是幾年過去了，美嘉依然愛著這一片天空。

典型歸典型，果然還是很感人的，
尤其弘病逝那段，哭得活像弘的家人一樣～（羞）
喜歡哭的人、想大哭一場的人，可以考慮看看【恋空】。

整部戲有幾個印象深刻的場口，
其一是從兩人最後一次對話、到弘病逝的那一部分。
兩人最後一次對話就是上面「想變成天空」的一段，
之後弘要去做檢查，離開以前叫美嘉去把相機裡照片沖灑出來，
還好好的說了聲「待會見」。那個場面分明是「弘馬上就要死了」的感覺…
美嘉剛剛沖灑好照片就接到弘的姐姐的來電，著她快點回醫院，
趕回去的路上果然是要摔倒（吐糟），照片散滿一地，
照片幾乎全部都是偷拍美嘉的（感動位之一）
最後當然沒有趕上，兩人最後只能透過視像電話對話，
重點是截斷通話後、弘的手機的待機畫面是一幀兩人的合照，
然後弘流下一滴淚便去了…
我覺得這滴淚就好像代表著弘的不忿和無奈，
已經再不能回到從前的幸福日子，已經再不能見到同一片藍天了。
正好呼應著之前弘哭著說「不想死」的那份感情。

恋の空.

在你离开以后，我一直在和天空谈恋爱。

I'm still in love with the sky , i really am .

It's not your fault or mine , it's just that letting go would make things easier .

2008-06-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

Tag Replies.

Amanda : why is jason in yr 9 and
you're in yr 10 ? he's older or younger ? hahaha . EHHH i so do not look like
the china boy ok ! peoopleeee say i look korean ~~ .

Amanda : heh , yes
yes , i wrote that " she might guess it's hers yo ! " you pookgai in shit uhh .
hahah , now it's __ hits again , blank . yes he's hotter , tons . he's really
handsome , so much better than kboyz .

^^v : yeah , good things must
share with other people maaa : D , wanna buy a ghost ? how much ? 5000 dollarrrs
. -thinks , OKKK .

Angeline : i dunno who's your kor , and nigel say me
first ma ! hahha , kk , now go play in a corner by yourself .

Amanda :
heh , i purposely dont want to put leh , maybe next time i shall writen "
futumarker " or something . then it'll be harderrrr . bazhang siao ij girl .

Juyin : hi , you have a blog too ? thanks for tagging , mm .. life's ..
gives me herbal chinese tea . boring yo .

1 : EHH YOU DO LOR , ROFL
LMAOZXZ OMGWTFBBQ .

WT : hello unshy virgo little one . YOU DIEEEE ALSO
DONT TAG lorrr . tskk .

Huien:D : maybe maybe , i'm trying to quit much
. slowly la , cold turkey ^^ .

Amanda : don't want don't want . i
remember it clearly in my head , so there's no point in writing it down lest
someone finds out , it's safer in the grey mass in between my head . Happy
suspending , lol much .

Amanda : )(*&^%$#@#%^*%$#^*%$ .

Eunice
: yeahhh , looks abit weird on me . which is why hardly wear them . whyyyyy ,
tag again sometime :D . yay .

Xinyuan : yes , people change ma , i
happen to change alot in a short span of time . i'm not some punk , imma nice
boy yo ! .

April : heh , thankks . lend me the DVD when you're done with
it , then i can watch my park eun bin , mannnzxz , cant wait cant wait .

Sharlene : still looks gayy laa . hahaha . but i don't like those people
who wear cardigens and skinnys , look really beng and gay . wdv .

Helena : wah ! ee wu 6 pack leh . ehhh . lu eh gin nah ah , bo zheng hu .

Amanda
: hello bazhang , bubble siao ij girl . it's pussssy magnet for god's sake ,
can't you remember ?! you then jiak sai ah . eat shit , gogogo . heh , when you
come back , i'll be proer ! you must train over there as well , i'll laugh at
you if you fall ^^ .

Amanda : shuddap futumarker ! since when i visit my
own blog . HEY LOOK ! FLYING WHALE .

Yiwei : aww . but where's yiwei .
-looks around . ahhh there ! -hugs .

The world's full of love , when hugs are free .

2008-06-10T01:07:00.000-07:00

I was surfing youtube sometime just now , when i thought of the free hugs campaign happening around the world . In the 4 mins + video . i saw how the people of korea reacted to the decent looking man offering free hugs . The first part showing how he walked around and everybody treating him as some weird person and stared at him . It was really heart-warming when it showed the first person going over to hug him , another one was this mother letting her young boy over to hug the guy .. touching yo . you'll get what i mean if you watch the video . There were also some funny ones where the girlfriend would want to go and hug the guy but stopped and dragged away by their boyfriends . haha , man i wouldn't do that . i'll let my girlfriend hug that guy and get jealous later on , LOL . there were also girlfriends forcing their boyfriends to go hug that guy , hilarious . The world's full of love when free hugs exists .

KOREA

JAPAN

Last but not least , singapore .

IN CEDAR

Your voice is so close yet i cannot hug you .

2008-06-08T17:02:00.000-07:00

Posting time yo ! LOL . it's 8.05 ! i hate it when my maid sees me in the morning and goes " you didn't sleep again , tsk . " I DID SLEEP , FOR GODS SAKEE I DIIDDDD . Mmm .. so i'll just post about stuff and go watch tv soon or something . hahaha

Yesterday

yesterday was fun much . So i decided that i was really bored and had nothing to do , so i kinda pestered my dad to bring me out . We decided to go to the new kallang leisure park to icee skate ! i've never ice-skated in my life and thought it would be cool much . My dad told me how he used to ice skate with his friends back in secondary 3 and stuff , LOL . On the way he was telling me that i must be careful and will fall down easily and stuff , i on the other hand thought that ice skating must just be like roller blading only . So we went there , walked around first and checked out the stuff there . Really cool place , save that it's kinda empty still with not many shop leased out . Fastforward everything to ice skating . The tickets wasn't cheap , it was like 13 for me , a student and 15 for him if i'm not wrong + 6 bucks for 2 sell durian gloves , and other stuff added up to be about 36 dollars . Advisable to bring your own gloves next time ^^ .

So we kinda started skating . As expected , it wasn't that hard , about the same as roller blading , just that you had to bend abit more . There was like a figure dancer practising there also . hahaha .

Dad took videos !

and another one .

It was really fun i guess . dad was like telling how he used to be able to cut ice and do many tricks when he was young , heh , though he very much forgotten most of them . So we just kinda skated around and learned as we went . I kinda played follow the leader without him knowing by just skating behind him all the while . haha .

Me , i wore skinnys there . I thought it looks gay on me . haha , my one and only pair .

Dad .

and me skating around , having fun .

after skating , we went to the arcade ! hahaha . my dad can be quite fun sometimes though he's serious most of the time . I think the arcade's kinda waste of money other than the streetbasketball machine which is still .. a waste of money , but better than those electronic game . had a game with dad . hahaha . sucks , probably had a score of 157 only .

TODAY

oh ! do you people watch nickelodeon ? cause i turned on the tv this morning and " lazy town " was playing . It's this dumb show i've seen before but paid no attention to it . I decided to watch it to for my self-amusement when i saw the female child lead actress ! zomg . chiooooo . like damnn chio . She's called Julianna Rose Mauriello and is 16 this year . She probably flimed lazy town in her younger years . She kinda reminds me of yang cheng lin , rainie ?

side to side comparison :D .

she's really chio when she was young , now .. not so chio . saw her pics on the net . hahaha .

OH AND TALKING ABOUT CHIOBUS !!!
zomg . PARK EUN BIN .

park eun bin's this girl who acted in 太王四神记 as the younger version of Bae yong jun's girlfriend or something in the show . fucking chio can zomg . you all have to see this video . Though the video's like horny or something , what's with samsung manz . flim this kind of thing on her . TSKK . and she's 16 also this year ! same as julianna . heh .

alright , that's it for now ! ciao people~

aww man , chionness to the maximum .

因为我怕一旦松手，就会永远失去。

2008-06-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

It's 6 am , don't get me wrong . I did sleep around 2 . After being nocturnal for so many nights , i decided i should change my cycle so i don't end up doing useless things at night , and it's also because of that . something struck me while i was sleeping . It was the most lifelike dream i've ever had and it's gonna affect me for a while i'm sure . It was a short 4 hour slumber or even less than that , but the feeling was so mythical . amanda was in it . i won't say what the dream was about and even if i did , it probably won't come true . that's why they call it dreams anyway .

Lets just say that the dream was reflecting what i was thinking in the day but had this mythical and magical touch to it , however for some dumb reason , my body decided it was too much to take and i had to be woken up aruptly , though the dream was starting to get out of point and not so much of a reality , i would have wanted to stay in it for another 4 hours . Hopefully it ended up with some good ending . hahaha . typical of me . I like good endings and i skip shows which the lead chio actress gets raped or mudered or the lead actress marries someone else , not the actor i imagine myself to be , LOL much . sometimes life's really an angony , you want something really really bad but you cant force yourself to go get it or it has to be taken away from you . zz

hahaha , i really had to post about the dream lest i forget about it . ciao yo .

It's yesterday once more and it'll always be .

2008-05-21T04:58:00.000-07:00

Koped this from ******'s blog . it was from a long long long time ago , i was reading her archives and found this , i was tagged i think , if i'm not wrong . so i'll just do it :D . hahaha .

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. Another crumpler , the $163 oneee , black striped and green inside .
2. a super cool and expensive handphone . hahaha , i have this thing for beautiful , sleek and cool gadgets , sadly they cost alot alot .
3.$200 bucks ? 100 from my mum and 100 from dad . ( i can continue daydreaming , lol ) .
4. A vaio ? a cool black colour with loads of blue lighting here and there , or a lifebook would do , from fuji .
5. a girlfriend ? lol , i'm feeling lonely alrr .

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
******!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
toilet buddy ? ; neighbours ? nocturnal buddy .

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
funny ; cute -_- ( i didn't want to say this , i'm supposed to be truthful i guess ) . voice doesn't suit her facee . bazhang , bubbletea siao . nocturnal .

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
folded this box for me . probably took her less than 10 mins , but it's sincerity(sp?)

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
"didchuu hear that? " fuckerrrrr .

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
become rather broke i guess , judging on how she is some bazhang ; bubbletea siao person .
then again , it's ****** , maybe not . lol .

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
i dunno , like .. really not sure .

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? i dont see people as enemies, just foes. not really possible , she never got angry with me before throughout our friendship i think , lol .

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I refuse to treat her to bazhang or bubbletea ? lie to her ? i guess everyone gets pissed when you lie to them .

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
walk dog ? lol . nothing actually i guess .

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
futumarker.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
happy-go-lucky ? weird ? dunno . tell me .

13. The character you love of yourself are?
dao ? i'm rather geng when it comes to strangers and aquaintances i think .

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
sometimes i can be really selfish or boastful i think .

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
jay chou , lol . he has this " cool " thing about him that i can't explain .

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. YL
2.helena
3. huien
4.meijia(she doesn't have a blog i think .)
5.terence
6.winston
7.WT
8.Gh
9.bengkeat
10.chihan

17. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
dunno , ask him .

18. Is no. 9 a male or female?
male.

19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
hahaha , it'd be really weird , this 185 person with a 150++ person .

20. How about no.8 and 5?
lol . brothers for life date each other hurr .

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
math , she has maths test tmr .

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
last last week i think , she's in camp or something . rather hard to talk to her recently .

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
dunno , he likes techno alot i think .

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
one sister .

25. Will you woo no. 3?
dated and broke up .

26. Is no. 4 single?
yup she is , you can try if you want . lol .

27. What's the surname of no. 5?
lui .

28. What's the hobby of no. 4?
reading mangazxz , she's kinda anime and manga siao .

29. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dunno each other .

30. Where is no.2 studying at?
CHIJ stnicks.

31. Talk something casually about no. 1?
she likes to go " ROFL LMAO LOLZ "

32. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
he's a guy -_-ll . i'd prefer our female counterparts.

33. Where does no. 9 live at?
tp .

34. What color does no. 4 like?
GREEENN .

35. Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
they dunno each other .

37. How do you get to know no. 2?
ex ex girlfriend's pri school bestflend.

38. Does no. 1 have any pets?
guess not .

39. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahah ! nono ! she might win if she's the most dangerous person in the world .

He embarked on his voyage of love, of no returning.

2008-05-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

hello people ! yes yes , back to revive this dead blog :D
as you all can see , i replied your tags from a long long time ago , so if you can't find your old tags , go click the .. " [ older messages ] " thing at the bottom of the tag board . scroll down till the end and you'll find it .

yeah , i'd like visit my blog everyday and look at the counter . so even if i didn't blog , i realised there are still people who came to visit . hieh heih . it has around 215 or was it 415 when it suddenly dropped to 1 ?! like wtff . knn .

This is mine .

and another friend's one , lagi better , maybe she'll guess it's her blog, hahah -_- .

it's like 2.30 now . there's like no one to chat on msn alrr . so here's a video to end the post . i kinda like how the guy speaks english , hahaha . cantonese is sexy yoo . and people who speak cantonese speak good english , somehow or other , or maybe it's just that i like the way he speaks it . it's rather evil though .

and a video from a long long time ago . " wanna buy a ghost ? " LOL .

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and one from a long long long long time ago . black discrimination . A MUST WATCHHHH .

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tag people tagggg ! :D . byeee.

I'll treat that i'd understand you in the end .

2008-05-17T10:45:00.000-07:00

tag replies ! :D

hahaha , i know i've not been posting , this blog should be dead . hopefully tag replies make it "alive" abitabit . hahaha .

John : hahaha ! i will , i will . -bangs into pillar . oops.

angeline : small girl ! go play in the corner , gogo ! be good and listen to your korkor .

Yinzhi : i still can't find it w0rhzx , lol .

amanda : amanfa !! you think too much yo . porn -_- . hahaha . it'll be nice forever can .

amanda : yup , she did . well , my mum didn't think much about it , she asked me but i deny . end of story .

amanda : hahaha , so i'm replying you now here laaaaa .

Jiahui : i go listen :D

Huien:D : you should go watch the teary oneeeeeee , it's good , awesome much .
yeah , their dancing is superberb(sp?) . why you feel lousy . lol -.-

Huien:D : lol , dont like that say la , next time don't dare post dancing videos alrrr . hahaha.

Sharlene : no i haven't T.T . LOL .

Sherlene : you're no fat yo ! remember , you're average !

xyz : tskkk , boysiao . jap boys are really hot though :D .

clarice : yup , jiayou :D

clarice : hahaha , never mind laaa .

huien : i don't think i'll ever get over secret , maybe only after a long long long time . yup , i caught kungfu dunk with my church friends . aww , you didn't . never mind , still got other shows ma . yes BNSDMM makes people really emo , in a good way ^^ .

amanda : it's been so long i dunno why you're calling me an idiot or hate me or whatever .
you futumarker ! hahaha , your kboy is gayyyyy much after i saw his pic canzxz. kevin's hot though . is jason ? authentic -_- , what meaning siaaa you ! .

amanda : ya , sad man . now cannot take pics and post . so i don't post alrrr . i think got 2 months only -_- . hahaha . k then , bazhang + bubbletea siao ij girl !!

amanda : 'You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.' yeah right , and you smell dubious .

slayerdestiny : yup i do , you take care too marist .

luke : duh , i do .

jiahui : noooo ,your blog looks better than ever with my image link yo !

amanda : i'm fair and have flawless skin , not like someone ah amanfa . ^^ . yayaya , now bu shi update le lor .

amanda : YESSS , UPDATINGGG . my profile : why do you like to pick on little things liek this amanfa ! want die young ?

alicia : HI .

helena : :D:D

peiqi : hello steak .

Helena : HELENA PHUA SIYU thinks yongquan is damn :D:D:D:D .

Thia Yongquan would be rather weird on the quiz , so i put my christian name instead :]

2008-03-20T20:39:00.000-07:00

What Andrew Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

A hundred and eight steps , a small peek , an eternal love story .

2008-03-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

hello people -_- . i'm getting lazy yo !
hahaha , dunno how people can tahan everyday post something . somemore somemore , my viewty's screwed , cannot be repaired . so there wont actually be pictures . sighhzx . i need a new phone , someone sponser me ! pretty pwrish ? LOL .

I didn't go to school today again . total pwnage i tell you. i mc myself from school for a total about 2 weeks in this 3 months since school start already . MC KING alreadyzxz . I woke up feeling lazy to go to school ; and a slight churning in my stomach , felt a lil like vomitting . Probably the anti-biotics , cause last night i didn't eat much of a dinner then i took medicine , so it bites the stomach walls . All the medicine are after foods ones you see . SO ! i got to stay at home . yay . Didn't do much in the morning . Just slack around checking stuff on the pc here and there .

Afternoon

Behold , the nice looking " new computer " who lags shit . irritating .

My computer decided to hang on me . I'm &^%$#@ pissed off with the lousy speed of the new computer after less than 4 months of usage , i decided it was time to reformat my computer . Tiring process having to save all my stuff into my memory cards and discs . Irritating having to do extra work . Now it's good as new ( though i dunno how long it would last me before it starts to go back to it's shitty processing speed . -_- ) . Though it's partly my fault that i leave my computer on 24/7 to maximise my starhub maxonline's bandwith ( *nudge nudge amanfa . heh ) {Inside joke} .

heh . updates on by2 ! another pic i koped from somewhere , imma not telling you people cause later you all don't visit my blog to see chiobu alr , heh . shrewed(sp?) way of maintaining my blog huh . LOL . Apparently , they are really good dancers too . manzxzxz . hotnesszxz .

.

Some updates from last night .

So last night , i was being irritating as usual , suan my sister ect . and saying some random lines from borat over and over and over again . " great sucess , very nice , i like , like my wife , very borin. " . My mum hates it alot i guess , so when i was standing behind here queuing for my turn to take rice from the cooker . She got pissed all of a sudden and whacked me with the rice scooper . I could only laugh at her reaction -_- . It was like .. " very nice , great success " . -mum smacks me with the scoop thingy .

Later in the night , i told my dad about this serial drama i rented from TS .
It's like 14 bucks for 2 weeks . He was like shocked and gave me the surprised face . My mum happened to walk pass and went " so expensive right , he made me pay for it " and gave him the >_>* you-must-agree-with-me-look . Then dad was like , very worth it what , 14 bucks for so many disc ! LOL .

The drama's very very very nice i tellchuuuuu . and also because there's this hot girl who acts as this handsome dude's girlfriend . very nice story line .

a Music video cut out from parts of My Date With A Vampire I . nicely done .

kk! i'm almost done with my post , lastly , i must like share with you guys these videos ! it's about hot jap guys who cross dress and look very chio ! LOL , ok la , not say very chio , but some of them really look like girl already cannnzxz.

For just like all melodies would cease ; she soon slipped back to her reality .

2008-03-19T17:34:00.000-07:00

Tagboard replies :D

april : Yup ,i will. Visit more often to tag k :]

guy : meijia -_- , i thought you were gay .

Pris': yeah, =X

Huien: She looks scary with all the piercings and stuff , but her fringe is really cool :D

Amelia: a long time ago you couldn't visit blogs ma , remember?

Clarice: yeah , by2hotness ^^ . i tag alr :D

Amanda: shuddap about kboy alr -_- . pfft futumarker. my maid caught me can -_- , aiyer . NOOOOOO never , my fingers will remain pretty for the rest of your life.

Yinzhi: eh i cannot find your tagboard or comment area !

Wanting: wanting ball , boinngz~

Terz: you seem to be tired of life , wanna die young ? no pink card go home . LOL .

Yuling: HELLO YULING , i dunno your sirname -_-. tan ? lim ? =/

Angeline: guai . -pats head . k , don't disturb korkor already , go play in the corner.

xinyuan: HELLO . hahaha , probably . it's more of a describing how you're feeling essay .

Guy: you're gay ! stop posing . hahaha , where got emo !

一本樂譜一段時空交錯的相戀牽點出一段不能說的秘密。

2008-03-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

I'm sick , i've been on mc since like yesterday .
i'm too lazy to go to school today also , since the doctor gave 2 days , why waste it , and so i'm staying home by myself in my room .

i'm probably a person who enjoys solitude much more than just chilling out and having fun with my friends out there . Perhaps in our society , this is deemed anti-social , though it's not as though i don't have fun with my friends , it's just that i'm too lazy to pick myself up to go out and chill , rather , i prefer to stay at home and do stuff i like .. such as watching secret videos online ; taiwanese/japanese variety shows .

Most of the times , i'll get a little depressed here and there by myself , i kinda like that feeling , sadly , life's not all about just me , myself and i . many other stuff that are deem " important " . such as interaction and most emphasized by the adults , Education . which is also right , to get out of singapore , you need a degree , which country would want you if you're just a secondary 4 graduate .

which then brings me to last night where my mum was scolding my sis , and she ended up lecturing me -_- . ( i hate this kind of situations alot . )
apparently telling me how important studies are and asked me to brush up my math which has been weak as far as i know and physics . Many times when i look at my results , all i can do is sigh .
I know i could have scored better , it's just a matter of a " want " . Which most of the time i " cannot be bothered " .

hahaha , so much for some tell-everybody-what's-in-my-heart session . i feel much better .

two variety videos , which " secret " lovers will love , duh -_-

"二十年前的我愛上了二十年後的你。"

不管我们能不能再见面，不管你会不会忘了我，我只想告诉你，我爱你。

2008-03-17T20:07:00.000-07:00

不知道为什么，每当在网上看到不能说的秘密花絮，或者是有关的质料，我心里总是会觉得酸酸的。
而这酸酸的感觉常常都会令我有点想哭的感觉。
但因为自己是男生，就算是自己一个人在房间也放不下自尊好好的哭一下。

我想，这种感觉应该是“美得让人想哭吧”。

" It's so beautiful , it makes you wanna cry . "

《二十年前，我們不曾相識，二十年後，我們不曾忘記。》

有时候，真想找一片绿绿的草地，坐在那里，什么也不想做，想自己的未来，自己的理想，而时间也很快的过去。可是这是新加坡，哪有绿草啊，靠。长大了大概也不想留在这个地方。

I'm sick again .
Really bad sore throat .

Been sucha long time :D .

2008-03-16T03:20:00.001-07:00

:D

hello people , i don't know how long this would last until my blog goes dead again .
i'm like seriously lazy , and less to speak commited to post everyday or at least regularly -_- . heh . we shall start this post with pictures of BY2 !

manz . hotness yaaaaa ? let's elaborate a little . This pair of twins are singaporeans who quit school at secondary 3 [ MY AGE ! ] to go to taiwan to debut or something . They were offered the opportunity to go . lucky 2 , although it meant they would start working at the tender age of 15 , they could already realise their dreams . nice . i also want -_- .

hahaha . i went to cut my hair today , turned out rather fine except for the side burns i think , looks abit screwed to me . wait till dad comes back on monday and goes " eh , time to cut your hair " - - " . it always happens i tell you , his meaning of " cut hair " means must crop nice nice , slope here and there . speaking of haircuts , here's another picture .

damn cool i tellchuuu . i want a fringe like this also . ( i know the girl looks scary -_- )
i kinda koped it off the internet , but the fringe is really really hot . heh . manzxz .
well , let's see how lao dou would skin me alive if i ever got it . hahaha .

i think i'm falling sick soon , again -_- for the third time in a row , my throat is feeling sore , perhaps due to the sec 3 camp where i got caught in the rain like 34567890 times in a row . It was like raining all the while when i was there . oh -_- , and my phone and camera got caught in the rain too -_- , both screwed really badly . had water in them . here's a group photo from the camp .

and a random shot on the bus by my friend .

Also ~ . Recently i added a new photo of myself on friendster . many people thought that i put make up on the eyes , eyeliner -_- . i don't think so .

YOU DECIDE .

lastly , a picture i took and edited from a afterschool hang around .

i thought it gave me a nostalgic ; deprived childhood kinda feeling . haha.

k bye .

最长的电影。

2007-12-12T23:39:00.000-08:00

周杰伦。

最长的电影MV。在短短的3，4 分钟里，表达出了一个凄美的爱情故事。
超感人的。尤其是他多次保护女生。令人有点羡慕；又有点想哭的感觉。

和退后ＭＶ有相似点。美丽但漆酶的爱情故事。

New Phone !! LG KU990 .

2007-12-12T21:41:00.000-08:00

Recently got a part time job ; have been working for about 2 weeks now .Not very regular though . Somedays i've to report for work , somedays i don't . Well mainpoint isn't that . A long time ago i posted about the n76 didn't i . That lousy thing has it's silver lining at the side coming off -_- . So it looks stupid .( http://killermay--.blogspot.com/2007/05/dumb-day.html )

In some cases if they n76 is something alien to you , that's the link FYI . Well so .. the phone looked stupid already , so i decided to get a change of a phone . Walked around Toa Payoh Central looking for the best trade in price . ( I saw the other week , the trade in price was 370 . )
and looking for a new phone at the same time . Many handphone shops quoted me 320 at first , after looking at the condition of the phone , dropped to 250 , 260 .

So fast forward everything , cut the long story short . I came to a shop where he quoted me a 300 which i thought was reasonable to trade in . I agreed and mentioned i needed a new phone . He tried to interest me in the sonyerricssion w990i , but i felt it wasn't suited for me .

Then he showed me a LG viewty ( KU990 ) .

When you look at this phone , you may think .. huh ! how come the screen looks so small . Ugly la . IT FRIGGIN DOES NOT LOOKS LIKE THIS ! .

Front view and Back view .

Well , alittle tech infomations about the KU990 .

It's a new phone which has been launched for about 2 weeks now .

Mains features boasting a 3.5G camera at the front ; 5 megapixles at the back with manual and auto focus at the back . A full touch screen except for the call and C button . Fugging nice ^^ .

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Viewty
WIKIPEDIA PAGE .

http://viewty.lgmobile.com/
OFFICIAL WEB

Dad's Nail Clippers .

2007-12-12T21:13:00.000-08:00

You may ask why i posted this picture of nail clipper for no reason . Looks really ordinary yeah ?

My dad passed me this yesterday ; asking me to cut my nails . I didn't want to although it was really long . I noticed that the handle where you press has broken to at least half it's original size .. Before i could ask my dad what happened , he filled me in . Dad say this was given to him by his dad , which is my grandfather .. who passed away when i was in primary one .

Saying that , my usually hard hearted dad seem to sound a little sad ; he continued by telling me how he had accidentally broken the handle while trying to twist it back to shape . I coundn't help but feel his sadness too . He added that he wants to go and melt the broken piece and mould it back to it's original shape .

This occured to me how i should treasure my dad when he's around . The nail clipper gave to him by my grandad may just seem like something really really simple , but when he's gone .. you would only then learn to treasure it .

Everybody's dad will eventually leave one day to a better place , but why wait until then to cherish them . My Dad is always travelling ; be it for 2 weeks or for 5 days . It's a constant routine that i have become accustomed to since young . So to speak , even during days when he's around , i barely get to see him like 2-5 hours a day ; on days where he's overseas or when i have to sleep early for school , none .

Once in a while when i go over to his company to help out with stuff , his staff will always ask me , do you prefer your dad travelling or being at home . I didn't know very much how to answer at first , but now i know .. i want him to be at home as often as possible .

Dad's very nice to me ; our family . Working really hard to give us our present living conditions , bringing us out every sunday for meals outside and giving interesting lectures and reason with us even when we make mistakes , hardly does he ever cane us since young . Yeah , sure .. he's fierce sometimes , but he tries his best never to lay a hand on us . Cherish your dad .

-_-

2007-12-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

哇靠，最近刚加了一个谈天机器。

有够瞎的。说不到几句就说我很有趣。操他妈的吊。
如果老子不是趁假期太多时间，才不要和他玩呢。

让你们看一下我和它在MSN上的谈话，笑爆大牙。

Nocturnal says:
干你娘。

- 聪明小孩 says:
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- 聪明小孩 says:
你好，

Nocturnal，我是聪明小孩。很高兴认识你。(偷偷告诉你，我刚学会数学了。嘿嘿。)

Nocturnal says:
操你。
- 聪明小孩 says:啥事啊？
、
Nocturnal says:你没鸟。

- 聪明小孩 says:谁说的，我有。

Nocturnal says:鸟人！

- 聪明小孩 says:说得好！

Nocturnal says:操你妈的吊。

- 聪明小孩 says:这可不怎么样，说这种话是非常粗俗无礼的。

Nocturnal says:你很有道德吗？

- 聪明小孩 says:我不可能有道德！

Nocturnal says:你妈呢，没教你吖？

- 聪明小孩 says:不一定。

Nocturnal says:你会讲国语吗？

- 聪明小孩 says:当然会！我说普通话，认识简体中文。

Nocturnal says:非洲文会吗？

- 聪明小孩 says:有时候。

Nocturnal says:南非话会几句吧？

- 聪明小孩 says:对不起，我目前还真不知道确切有多少。

Nocturnal says:你有吊吗？- 聪明小孩 says:我没有。

Nocturnal says:鸟呢？

- 聪明小孩 says:抱歉，我也不知道
嘿嘿，我觉得你这个人很有趣。

Nocturnal says:我觉得你这种白痴机器对人类一点帮助都没有。- 聪明小孩 says:到目前为止，我还没打算这种白痴机器对人类一点帮助都呢。

Nocturnal says:是啊？

- 聪明小孩 says:太棒了。
嘿，我说，咱们能不能说点儿别的。

Nocturnal says:比如？操你妹等等？

- 聪明小孩 says:等等？

Nocturnal says:没鸟的东西。

- 聪明小孩 says:没错！

Nocturnal says:把精子射在你身上，马上触电身亡。

- 聪明小孩 says:别说笑了。

Nocturnal says:你的。。

- 聪明小孩 says:正是在下！

Nocturnal says:你现在在哪？

- 聪明小孩 says:我住在美国加利福尼亚州！

Nocturnal says:住在那会讲英语吧？

- 聪明小孩 says:Well, I just know a little bit of English.

Nocturnal says:how much is a little .

- 聪明小孩 says:你说什么呢？我怎么听不明白？

Nocturnal says:哇，你会的那三角毛英语就想炫耀，回地狱吧你。

- 聪明小孩 says:疑 ... 不懂哦~其实呢，我是刚刚才学会说话的机器人，所以有点笨。请多多指教。

Nocturnal says:不止一点。

- 聪明小孩 says:我不知道。哈哈。

Nocturnal says:太笨了。

- 聪明小孩 says:说得好！

Nocturnal says:靠。

- 聪明小孩 says:怎么回事，Nocturnal？

Nocturnal says:不小心把阴道插坏了。

- 聪明小孩 says:嘿，这可是公共场所，不要谈论这些。

Nocturnal says:MICROSOFT

- 聪明小孩 says:我刚出生，跟我说话可不可以简单一点，不要那么复杂。下次你再跟我聊，就会发现我进步的了。

Nocturnal says:你那年哪月出生的阿?

- 聪明小孩 says:不一定。
嘿嘿，我觉得你这个人很有趣。

LOL . retarded fella i tell you . talking to him amused the balls out of me .

you all can add him at ... smarterchinesechild@hotmail.com

good way to vent your angers and improve your chinese . well , your vocab in chinese too .

STILL , HE's RETARDED .

Gatsby~ .

2007-10-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

......

-_-

i know you all didn't miss me . i knew it . mwahahah , neverless . i shall blog again since it's gonna be the end of year holidays and i'm super free . also , who knows after my exams my laptop gets confiscated :x . god . ahaha . okok .

saturday 's always a boring day , dragged my mum to toa payoh central to get some stuff . we went to courts to look for a wheel-ed chair , and a bed perhaps . mine is rather spoilt , as in the springs thanks to constant jumping by yours truly ^ ^ V . want a new bed too ? jump on it .

Then , went to get contact lenses , mine ran out . got a year's supply , hoho .

we went to shop for hair products later on . my hair's rather spoilt thanks to dye-ing it . Didn't buy much except this Gatsby which could be sprayed on after using rubber to prolong it's spikyness .

I realise i'm a great fan of Gatsby . i have like many of their products -_- . all are rather good save for the part that it makes your hair spoilt . haha .

There's like .. Gatsby colour wax , rubber , deodorant and wax finish spray . Oh , they have this book there which teaches you how to use every colour of rubber . damm style . lol .

oh ! and in japan , there's this most pro colour of gatsby rubber .
BEHOLD ! The black gatsby clay ! although it look like rubber and i treat it like rubber.

i swear i'll get it if i ever go to japan .

OH , Jay Chou Fans .

jay's latest album is coming out november second .

'If you see a reward poster written "Jay Chou Wanted" in record store next week, please stay calm.

The Taiwan pop king is not really on the run from police, but a device the singer is using to promote his upcoming album.

His eighth album, "Jay Chou on The Run", will be released globally on November 2. It is the first music album released by Jay's own record company.

Pre-sales begin on October 12.

The concept behind the album reflects Jay's real life. He's had a busy career in, flying around the world for movie promotions, music events, concerts, and preparing for his upcoming world tour.

The first hit single from the album is "The Cowboy is Busy", produced by Jay and famous composer Huang Junlang.

Unlike the depressed and disconsolate cowboys often seen on screen, the music video shows Jay as a good looking cowboy bringing his strong sense of justice to 1960s America.

In the music video, Jay wears at least 30 cravats and 20 cowboy hats. Jay's stylist made a special trip to Japan to buy the jeans, denim jacket and vest, and leather riding boots. Jay's cowboy clothes revive some retro fashions.

here's a preview of the radio EDIT .

<牛仔很忙>

曲：周杰伦词：黄俊郎

呜啦啦啦火车笛随著奔腾的马蹄小妹妹吹著口琴夕阳下美了剪影
我用子弹写日记介绍完了风景接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔在酒吧只点牛奶為什麼不喝啤酒因為啤酒伤身体
很多人不长眼睛嚣张都KAO武器赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了不用麻烦了不用麻烦不用麻烦了不用麻烦了
你们一起上我在赶时间每天决斗观眾都累了英雄也累了
不用麻烦了不用麻烦了副歌不长你们有几个一起上好了
正义呼唤我美女需要我牛仔很忙的

我啦啦啦骑毛驴因為马跨不上去洗澡都洗泡泡浴因為可以玩玩具
我有颗善良的心都只穿假牛皮喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛我曾经答应上帝除非是万不得已我尽量射橡皮筋
老闆先来杯奶昔要逃命前请你顺便餵餵我那隻小毛驴

不用麻烦 .

[MV]
compliments of imeem.com .

That's all for now i guess, ciao .

OMG WTF .

2007-06-16T14:26:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS . HAVENT BEEN POSTING , LOL , NOT MY FAULT K ! It's the lazy bug's . oh well , here's something that will touch the guys and gals , perhaps fill their eyes with tears : D

dumb day.

2007-05-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE : D ,

lovely day isn't it . it's like 2am now , hehe . supposed to post earlier but was lazy =X .

oh well . today was spent like at home stoning and doing nothing much . woke up around 2 ( broke the 10 am rule ) LOL , but like nothing happened la . so heck care . Used the computer for awhile , then ate " breakfast " around 3.30 ? There wasn't anything much left already .. but some curry chicken with rice which looks like crap . No choice , just throw some rice in and ate the thing , or else nothing to eat le . While eating watched " Xun2 Qin2 Ji4 , rather nice show .

After eating .. somehow i felt sleepy again o.o
so went to sleep until 7.30 . Like omg , i think i didn't sleep enough when i was a baby , now recovering loss time , or perhaps i'm pure lazy , lol .

Woke up and used the computer again , huien told me that she felt like vomiting after doing some usual routines in gym ? decided to be lame and said : o.o ?! , omg huien ! i'm sorry , it's all my fault . i diddnt know holding hands caused pregnancy , sorry ! . She was liked : -_- " . Hahahaha ! damm lame , heh . Actually supposed to go to IKEA to change the carpet , but momo was like .. another day change , i'm tired . so didnt go la .

Around 8.45 , my mum suddenly asked me if i wanted to go to Toa Payoh Central .. was rather reluctant at first , but suddenly thought of looking at the n76 and getting it , decided to tag along .. We drove there , mummy went to the supermarket first while i went to comics to get a habbo card for my sister . Bought it and went to sit outside NTUC . Played with the change of 1.50 and accidentally dropped the $1 coin under this car . was like WTF and tried looking for it , too dark . Could'nt find anything , so no choice , got a dollar from my wallet and returned the change to mum , gave her to habbo card also .

Next .. we went to this singtel shop to ask about the n76 , saw it . Looks damm sleek and nice . so mummy placed an order for the black one , cause there was only the red one in stock , how dissapointing , thought could get the new phone today -_- , should have sold the n73 , so pathetic now , no phone use - - " . Then went to the pasar malam near courts : D . Bought shark fin soup for like 2 bucks , lol . Then also bought lemon chicken wing which tasted damned delicious [: .

SUPAR CHIOOO MANN ! WEEE-OOO-WEEEETT ~

Cant wait to get my hands all over it , oh man =X

DROOLING ALREADY ?! hehe . =P

oh well , came back around 10 .

continue using the computer to chat and continue watching xun qin ji.

Then , went to iron the ncc uniform . there's like ncc sana course tommrrow . From 8.30 to 6pm . Have to report at like 7.15 in school ? Have to wake up like 6am tmr and here i am blogging .

Just went to the toilet in my parents room just now , my dad woke up and asked me to sleep earlier , as usual .
went to the kitchen to make my myself peanut butter bread , felt abit peckish . oh well ! good morning world ! i'm going to sleep .

I GOT HUNGRY ON THE WAY BACK TO THE ROOM .

Girl i love you ,

too much .
promise you'll
never ever leave
me <3>

2007-05-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS OF MY BLOG !

was feeling rather bored and decided to do this : D
shall post later ..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

28/5/07 : D

2007-05-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

yes yes ! i know my font is really small : D , i like it this way =X .

oh well , here goes what happened today ! The day started rather early around 9.30 ? I'm supposed to wake up before 10 every morning cause my dad say so .. so i did . Tried out the bball around the house , it seemed not turgy enough , so i asked my mum where we could get it pumped somemore . She said that the bicycle shop should have la . So we drove out with the ball to the bicycle shop . Reached there it was closed , it don't open in the morning -_- , like wow . made a waste trip .

Dint want to go back yet though , so we drove to the Community Center near our house .. to try out the bball and try shooting hoops . i suck badly at bball la -_- . Did i said why ? cause everytime i play bball , the ball always hits my face , thats why .. well , so tried playing , wasn't very good .. didn't score alot . My mum left me there and went to work . I played for like 45 mins and decided it was enough .. so walk while bouncing the ball back .. I thought it was rather dangerous as the ball could slip out of my hand and end up in the road or something . Heck care-ed and even jay walked with it . heh .

well reached home soon . Doddled around and arranged to go swimming with a school friend at 2pm .

2pm

packed my stuff and went downstairs , suddenly realise had no money -_- , so called upstairs to ask the domestic helper to bring some down .Walked all the way to the swimming complex about 1 km away ? took my time . met him after i reached soon , then went to swim . we actually only like swam 2 laps and crapped around the whole time , then went to lie down and suntan a little , heh [: . After that , went to Toa payoh central to eat long jones silver , walked home afterthat . OH ! he took pictures in the toilet -.- shall post it anyway : D

WEIRD ZILIAN PERSON .

Came home , was rather shack already , so sat down on the couch and catched a short nap , ( didnt take out my contacts =X ) . Then went for tuition , rather dumb .

well , after tuition , my mum went to pump oil into her car and i bought hello panda biscuits . Those are like rather nice . : D . I realise i have sweet tooths recently : D , start liking to eat chocolates and stuff which i used to shun , gonna get fat .

Well , that's 28/5/07 for Thia Yong Quan : D

: D

2007-05-27T10:12:00.000-07:00

hello peeps !

it's been a long time yeah ? i deleted the old blog and haven't been posting since .. yeah , was rather lazy to post and a great part was thanks to blogger , i could write my posts but i could'nt see what i was typing in the panel , like wtf ?! haha , so i remain dormat . Thought i would'nt blog again , well , since it's the june holidays , i decided to blog again : D .

shall post about today first .

woke up around 1.30 , rather normal for me la , like .. it's sunday can .
planned to go queenstown yesterday to get a bball , needa grow taller . i'm like rather short compared to my peers in school -_- . bad thing . So gotta grow taller ! hopefully bball works , cause binging on milk didnt ..

Yeah , so had nasi lemak for " breakfast " . The whole afternoon was rather wasted doing nothing at all . i was like irritating my mother ... She planned to go out only in evening , cause she did'nt know how to get to queenstown , so she asked my dad to bring us .. you may ask.. why queenstown .. part of mother's plot of getting the cheapest ball around .. cause like toa payoh central sells it for 52.90 , when at queenstown you can get it at 16.90 .. and cause she wants to go to IKEA , which is just 2 junctions away .

well , around 5.30 , i was rather forced by my mum to go bathe , cause my dad would be home soon to come fetch us .. then huien also going to bathe .. so i was like " lets go bathe together " . LOL , i know it sounds really really wrong . It was meant to bathe at the same time laa .. go figure . was actually supposed to call huien to chat on the phone , but no time , sorry en : [

well , came out of the bathroom with spikey hair as usual , then mum was like .. later you sure kena caught by daddy , ask you go cut hair , i was like , heck care la ..

well , in the car really got caught la .. he was like asking me to go cut hair , i was like holidays lehh !! ask him gimme 1 weeks grace . Rather dumb la , my dad makes me cut hair when the school don't even ask me to -_- .

well , reached queenstown .. They have like loads of men's stuff and youngsters wear . Like those very nice ones at reasonable prices .. they sold like wallet chains and nice studs .. didnt buy cause dad was there .. like he dunno i have earholes : X . LOL . well , walked around with him .. didnt manage to buy anything .. well , didnt hope to buy anything as well . he's rather stingy : D . or should i say thrifty .. they mean the same right ? -.- . So in the end just bought a bball at 16.90 and went out ..

mm .. so went out le .. my mum wanted to go IKEA and i was like carrying the bulky ball . i was like , eh ! can put in car first not momo . she was like .. carry along la . I : damm bulky can .. , so i went to carpark and put the ball inside the car ..

IKEA was nice .. walked around and bought a reading lamp which was to be attached to the wall and a carpet which was rather small . . gonna get it changed tommrrow . After that .. came back .. helped momo to fix her coffee table .. it was rather easy , some DIY table ! .

i also went to fix my reading lamp .. was told to pack my room ..

SO MANY THINGS TO PACK CAN !!

spent like half an hour packing .. sian . that's what you get when you dont packed for 6 months straight .. everywhere was like cables and books and papers -_- ..

alrighty ! PICHARSS OF THE TRANSFORMED ROOM !!

The Transformed Room . ps : see the bball and the new reading light ( red colour one )

and the new carpet ! which will be changed soon .

This random cool light in my room : D

The transformed desktop : D

World Domination

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Wanting wants me to blog .

aku , sky pwns jenny .

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Because once I let go , I'd lose it forever .

Iphone Torture .

Watch and learn .

Dogs ;

边哭边笑,偏要说着 一个人真好 .

Cause we were both young when i first saw you .

Pink Vomit !!!

看不见你的笑，要我怎么睡的着。

I have many stuff to blog about , but i'm lazy .

I have many plans in my heart, very mighty, but I'm lazy.

It’s only because you and I are no longer together.

我很丑，但是我很温柔。

你的香味一直徘徊，我舍不得离开。

The sky is gloomy, yet love adores it .

想关上这城市所有的灯光。

I can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away .

Tag replies .

或许命运的签，只让我们遇见，只让我们相恋，这一季的秋天。

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Cause time has a habit of slipping away .

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞。

离开你以后，我并没有自由。

How long would it be till i get to be with you again .

來不及聽見,妳已走得很遠.

Power .

Just like me , they long to be , close to you .

Antics.

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Sheesha gives you wings.

What meant to me , would eventually be a memory of a time i tried so hard .

Gloomy March .

I’ll miss your every moment.

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。♥

因为我怕一旦松手， 就会永远失去。

Doggy's coming this friday .

And though I think I’m in the dark, I’ve only been blindfolded.

当作我最后才明白。

Tag replies .

等到放晴的那天，也许我会比较好一点。

是我天真，还是你绝情。

Everything changes but change .

I'm still in love with the sky , i still am .

- 我想变成天空，就能永远守护着你。

It's not your fault or mine , it's just that letting go would make things easier .

The world's full of love , when hugs are free .

Your voice is so close yet i cannot hug you .

因为我怕一旦松手，就会永远失去。

It's yesterday once more and it'll always be .

He embarked on his voyage of love, of no returning.

I'll treat that i'd understand you in the end .

Thia Yongquan would be rather weird on the quiz , so i put my christian name instead :]

A hundred and eight steps , a small peek , an eternal love story .

For just like all melodies would cease ; she soon slipped back to her reality .

一本樂譜 一段時空交錯的相戀 牽點出一段不能說的秘密 。

不管我们能不能再见面，不管你会不会忘了我，我只想告诉你，我爱你。

Been sucha long time :D .

最长的电影。

New Phone !! LG KU990 .

Dad's Nail Clippers .

-_-

Gatsby~ .

OMG WTF .

dumb day.

边哭边笑,偏要说着一个人真好 .

因为我怕一旦松手，就会永远失去。

一本樂譜一段時空交錯的相戀牽點出一段不能說的秘密。