Been 2 days since i returned from zouk . sleeping my holidays away . i'm wasting my holidays away . went for macs with a old buddy from a long time ago . finally completed the macs breakfast agenda , fell asleep on her the last time . lol . zouk wasn't much of what i thought it'd be . my two friends got bounced out , didnt really have much fun , hopefully the next time there wont be such stupid stuff happening . my mum thinks i'm always tired cause i smoke too much . not true . the girls at zouk are really havoc . you should really see them . wild people (Y) . i'm still reserved .. maybe clubbing aint my thing . i'm going shopping with wenjie tmr .buy jeans . my jeans are like gonna snap alr . maybe i'm growing fat . sometimes i don't see the point of blogging everyday . am lazy to post . i wonder how many people really reads my blog . i'm just posting randomly now . i need money . i don't see why i dont get an allowence just because i don't have school . we ought to be treated fairly everyday . just because there aint school and i dont get my money . that's .. bullshit . i demand my allowence . but i'm lazy to go beg(?) / argue for money cause they'll end up asking me why i need so much money , and tell me my reasons are stupid . i wna earn my own cash , but i cant be bothered . lazy . there's nothing much to do now even if i go out . life stinks . there's nothing to do . arghhh . (N) . screwy fate .

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