New's year's day is approaching in 3 hours . soon . It feels like any ordinary day in the house , just waking up to the computer , play dota . slack my day away , doing nothing . 
school's gonna start , annoying . gotta study , annoying . 
anyway , i got over myself and decided to do things that actually will please myself . what will be will be , and what will not be , will eventually be a memory . ( hey! it rhymes ) . (Y) 
so probably not to think too much about anything would do me more good than harm . though it'll take awhile of getting used to .  

It's actually quite tiring to get serious and try to make things right . Quite much a pain in the prick . it's like an infection in your left ball , and then you get fever cause of the infection and you get a flu cause your immunity is way down . you get my idea . I should go back to being carefree , well not totally , school work is shitty , but shit needs to be clear or it'll stink your area and nothing gets done , like homework , if you dont clear it , more shit will come your way and stink it even more .  I never made resolutions for new years , well at least i dont remember any , but for this coming year . i'll make 1 , just 1 will do . 

I'll do things that pleases me , and forget and ignore stuff that displeases me . 

S 5:26 AM