MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY . ( if there is even anyone , don't see any tags recently -_- ) .
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Today was meant to be a special day , coincidentally , it's christmas . How are you doing , been awhile since we last had any contact . I'm still trying to come to terms that i'm all alone now . Somehow my heart still refuses to accept it . I thought by just letting things come my way , handling things as they decend upon me would eventually even things out , it seems like it's not working . It'd been 2 months if we were still tgther . Perhaps i'm just holding on to something that already cease to exist a long time . Hopefully you're doing fine , and perhaps you've moved on a long time ago . Maybe moving on would be a better option , i can't bear to somehow . Sometimes i think i'm really silly . 离开你以后,我并没有自由。
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
S 4:25 PM