I'm sick , i've been on mc since like yesterday .
i'm too lazy to go to school today also , since the doctor gave 2 days , why waste it , and so i'm staying home by myself in my room .

i'm probably a person who enjoys solitude much more than just chilling out and having fun with my friends out there . Perhaps in our society , this is deemed anti-social , though it's not as though i don't have fun with my friends , it's just that i'm too lazy to pick myself up to go out and chill , rather , i prefer to stay at home and do stuff i like .. such as watching secret videos online ; taiwanese/japanese variety shows .

Most of the times , i'll get a little depressed here and there by myself , i kinda like that feeling , sadly , life's not all about just me , myself and i . many other stuff that are deem " important " . such as interaction and most emphasized by the adults , Education . which is also right , to get out of singapore , you need a degree , which country would want you if you're just a secondary 4 graduate .

which then brings me to last night where my mum was scolding my sis , and she ended up lecturing me -_- . ( i hate this kind of situations alot . )
apparently telling me how important studies are and asked me to brush up my math which has been weak as far as i know and physics . Many times when i look at my results , all i can do is sigh .
I know i could have scored better , it's just a matter of a " want " . Which most of the time i " cannot be bothered " .

hahaha , so much for some tell-everybody-what's-in-my-heart session . i feel much better .

two variety videos , which " secret " lovers will love , duh -_-










"二十年前的我愛上了二十年後的你。"

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